Friday, November 09, 2007

Clothes, everywhere!!

It has happened. I have so called "transfered my addiction" from food onto clothes. Last night I was looking in my closet and it dawned on me that I have so many clothes that I can't remember what exactly I have. Not only can I not remember what I have, but I have clothing spread out through out the entire bedroom. It almost seems like I am running a clothing department store out of my bedroom.
Needless to say, I can stop buying clothes for a while. It is still an amazing feeling to be able to put on a pair of jeans that are a size 32. It is also amazing that I can fit into a size Medium shirt. What is the best thing of all though??? The prices. I can buy 10 shirts for the price of one shirt before surgery.
I was at target recently looking at Sweaters for Winter. I noticed that I still want to reach for the XXL, or XXXL sizes. I quickly remember that I do not need those sizes and I retreat to the Mediums and Larges, also the cheaper prices.

I am not serious about "transfering my addiction". I was sort of making a joke on Oprah's expense. I just found it funny that I had so many clothes. I am not going broke, I am not shopping 24 hours a day. For those of us who had the surgery understand what it is like to get are hands on clothes that look nice and fit decent.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Milk and Rice

Sigh.....

I miss milk.

I was a big milk drinker before I had surgery. I even drank it to get rid of acid reflux. Now I hardly drink any milk. Why? It makes my stomach and bowels hurt. I get cramps, sweats, and diarrhea. Too much info, yes, but it is true.

This evening, I tried a glass of milk. Instantly I felt the pain. I still can feel the pain as I write this posting. The price of wanting to try something to get the craving fixed.

On another note, I tried some rice this past Sunday. I had a little spoonful. Nothing horrible happened. The rice actually tasted pretty good.